So why does the sometimes battle within still rage some days...
Those pesky "enemy" gremlin voices say " You aren't doing enough."
"You are not there yet."
"You are just not good enough today."
I know, I know, the gremlins are really my friends. And they are fighting for me, pushing me to change, to fulfill my spirit or to truly take notice of all that is around me already.
I have to say though,
I get tired of that battle.
But most of the time, lately at least,
When the battle gets a little too much for me...
I do what my Momma told me...
I give it to God or to the Universe or whatever you want to call that magnificent Spirit that is all around us and in us....
And I say... "Hi, God ! It's me, Kim....I think I need a little help here..."
Do you know that I get support and relief and Love back so very, very quickly,
It shocks me ???
(art journal page - "Help Is On The Way" - August 18, 2009)
It may not be the help I think I need in the moment.
And to some, who aren't open to receiving the kind of help they need, rather than the help they think they need, or the help they want,
it may seem like no help at all.
But I know...
My heart, my spirit, my soul knows that help is on the way.
The Universe wants the very best for me.
I just have to reach out and grab the life-line.
And then the battle is won...
Ah....peace out, beautiful Ones.
And a deep, deep gratitude to the Universe, and to some of you sweet Angels on Earth for your help. I am remembering my Shiny Self !
