Once again, I feel like I am just playing along at my own speed while the entire world is going in fast forward. Sometimes I worry that I am being left behind. Other times, I think I have figured it out, and that this is the only way for me to be.
Anyway, this month is starting off at a pace that is definitely leaving me far behind the pack, still at the starting gate. Worry snuck in again big time last night...Challenges are back...Life went from relatively peaceful to pretty damn chaotic in the span of about an hour...Not a good night around here...
This morning, I was feeling pretty desperate for solutions, had a nice pounding headache, was feeling super stressed, wanting to take action but so unclear about what to do. You got it ! I am stuck in WORRYLAND again !!!
Then the little voice said to "Try and take hold of the ideas you had in this post, and most especially this comment that you got about it just yesterday" :
I just wanted to say THANK YOU for sharing that fabulously beautiful post with us all! It has brought me to tears! I have posted it on my Facebook and hope that exponential others are blessed by your taking a few moments to share your thoughts and situation. You just never know when something you are going through will shine a light onto someone elses situation and together we can all triumph! Maybe a little worn around the edges, but with more dignity and character than when we began our journey! Blessings to you!
I can't quite express how much this comment from Kat touched me. It made me feel like my path is good somehow, at least for right now.
So here is the art journal page I created this morning. It was done in a super frenetic way - not relaxing play, that's for sure. It is certainly not my favorite in terms of art work but man, I need to hold on to the message today !
(art journal page - Be Wise)
quote from Maya Angelou
All I can do today is :
I am keeping the journal page open and placed with my bowl of heart rocks that have found me along the way. A little altar to being wise, waiting to worry and a reminder to try, try, and try.
Welcome to September, Babies !
New Month, New Mantra, right ?