Is that reflection
or real life before my eyes ?
Some days, I wonder.
I was in a bad mood yesterday. Teary, angry, sad, irritable.
I didn’t have concrete reasons for being so in my own life
but there was a multitude of crazy, sad, scary, unjust, annoying crap
happening to some people in my close circles,
not to mention the bigger world I live in.
(Frankenstorm ? Really ?
Stormaggeddon didn’t finish us off but maybe Frankestorm will ?)
So I struggled all day with shaking off those ick feelings, that crabby mood.
A trip to the beach for rocks and some gull and sand piper play was a beautiful distraction for awhile.
But mostly, I was unsuccessful at keeping the big grey cloud at bay.
Some days, no matter how much goodness and Love you see around you,
the crap just gets to you, you know?
But I am glad to report that after having given into it yesterday, I am feeling a lot better this morning.
Stronger, surer of my purpose on this planet, ready to chase grey clouds away with more Love force.
I think the ick was just a reflection of what was happening around me.
I am ready to get back to real life now.
Sending big Love your way, Beautiful Ones !
Rebecca from recuerda mi corazon is off to Mexico for a Day of the Dead gathering.
I don’t know if there will be Haiku My Heart postings in her absence but I will keep the Haiku fires burning here while she is away.