The pursuit wears on.
Strive, change, chase, never enough.
Just be happy NOW !
(Little Happy decked out for the day in the studio)
This morning I awoke with that striving mode, self-defeating monkey brain crap in my head.
“Yeah, you’re making changes but you have so much to change, you’ll never get there !”
“Other people have the answers and are applying them and having “success”. It must be you who is weak.”
“Weak.”
“Weak.”
Man, it sucks to wake up like that.
I got up, poured myself a cup of coffee and headed to the computer.
One of the first things I read on Facebook was this :
(SheRecovers image)
This morning, these were the exact words I needed to banish the monkey brain and those negative thoughts !
JUST BE HAPPY.
Those words started ringing in my mind like a sweet chime.
I took a bunch of deep breaths and thought “Yes.”
Felt “Yes.”
Phew…
Of course, monkey brain tried a few times to put up a fight, focused on what was “wrong” and “not enough”,
but the real me is finding the strength to tell that pain in the butt part of my brain to f-off !
So the plan for today is focusing on
just
being
happy.
And just maybe,
with a little help from my monkey brain banishing friends,
I can BE there for awhile.
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Happy Friday, Beautiful Ones !
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