So anyone who reads this blog know that I tend to try really hard to focus on what is good.
Some people may even feel like I am a bit of a “Kimmy Sunshine”.
(I hate being called Kimmy, by the way, except by my mom and my nieces and nephews!)
But like for so many of us is this fucked up world…
Some days, the monsters come out to play.
Sometimes, they hang for a few hours, sometimes a whole day,
those monsters just linger around like the smell of a really bad fart.
Now, in my tool box of monster repellant, I have some wonderful things.
Art, meditation, time with friends, walks in nature, my camera, hugs from my Hubby,
thoughts of kiddos and peeps I love, Rock Fairy action, this blog, chocolate, etc…
But some days,
none of those sweet, often miraculous, tools seem to work.
So I have come to the conclusion that while having to put up with those stinky, depressing,
lethargic, hard to shake monsters basically sucks the big one,
those monsters are trying to tell me something.
Accept or change.
Something has to give so that the monsters will move on (at least for a good long while !),
and so that the light, love and goodness can come back into balance.
When I told my mom/guru how crappy I was feeling today,
after trying to console me like moms do,
and giving me some sage advice like gurus do,
she asked me a question that made me stop in my tracks :
What do I need ????
Do you know, I couldn’t think of anything right away ?
Spending time with the monsters tends to leave me feeling unworthy of anything much.
But thanks to my mom/guru and my own inner strength and light, I think there just may be a new brilliant tool in the monster repellant toolbox today.
Let’s focus on this whenever we can today, Kimbo.
What do you need ?
When any little thing pops into your mind, give it to yourself !
Don’t think too much.
For Heaven’s sake, do not ask the monsters their opinion.
Just do it.
Shake those monsters off by changing something, by offering yourself what you need.
Okay, stinky, icky, mean ones, it is time for you to move on…
I hope you find ways to give yourself what you need today, Beautiful Ones !
Remember, you so deserve that !
Big Love !